3-23-12: Loud

Loud, huh? I try not to be. even when I am hot and mad like Lisa Jo in her post. I realize that the only time I am loud is when I have to be. I do sometimes want to be loud.........

When I am asking God why I am alone.
When I am trying to talk to my dad, who always has a better way of doing something.
When I am in a crowd and no one seems to notice me.
When I am crying tears so big and for so long, but can't seem to stop, I want to scream at myself to STOP.

See, even trying to write about Loud, I find myself whispering. Loud to me means anger and I don't want to be loud. I would rather whisper to you, to the Lord and to myself.

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